sometimes i just feel like the distance is driving me insane. screw that, most of the time that is. insane to the point that i overthink and get absolutely sensitive about everything when actually, there is nothing much to be bothered about.
I can't judge much and voice out the pros and cons of going through a long distance relationship at the moment bcz it hasn't been more than half a year of being apart so the experience isn't fully there yet but I am coping. Chewah hahaha oh gelinya tgk my sentences, so skema. though there are times when I just demand for all the attention that I think I deserve and sulk when I receive less than I expected (being the girly girl that I am) and then only to wake up to feeling silly for getting upset over petty little things.
However, to have such a wonderful and patient boyfriend is such a blessing. U knw he deserves all the praises u can give when he is still there with his best behaviour after countless of annoying tantrums and repetitive complaints. WHAT IS IT THAT I DO TO DESERVE SOMEONE SO...SO.......ANNOYINGLY WONDERFUL LIKE YOU?!!!! beheh. kidding. (ok u can puke now if any of those words make u cringe).
it seems like almost my whole blog is dedicated to my boyfriend and my boyfriend only. well,these posts might come in handy in case one day i decide to let my boyfriend suffer from tantrums of mine and serving him the silent treatment with a free service of cold shoulder :3 please reread all posts to know that everything is actually okay, i am just overwhelmed by hormonal imbalanced and is suffering from temporary emotional disorder. i said just in case, don't panic :p
I hope he knows that i absolutely admire his whole being and most importantly, that I love him to the moon and back.
lovely isn't it?
hello viki jr. I miss you :)

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